Syndrome
(For SSO)
鏡の中で零れ落ちたのは | Sinking in the mirror, |
赤黒く揺れ戸惑う私 | blemished and swaying in blood, is me, distressed. |
外は煩く耳の奥に刺す | The noises from outside pierce my ears. |
鼓膜を潰し新たな世界へ | My ear drums numbed, I fall into a new world. |
消えよう | Let's disappear. |
僕と君 | You and me. |
溶け合ったなら | If we melt together, |
死ぬほど綺麗 | it'll be dead pretty. |
「ぐちゃり」と | "Gwash," |
へんなおと | a grotesque sound |
空を飛んだ | flies through the air. |
これは夢か? | Is this a dream? |
欲しかった | I wanted it. |
ほしかった | I wanted it. |
それは手に入らないもの | Something that I couldn't have. |
ないものねだり | I begged for something nonexistent. |
それでも求める | And yet I kept wanting it. |
奪われてなくした | It was stolen from me. |
安全基地 | My safe space. |
それだけを | That's all I wanted. |
響いてくるは誰かの怒号と | Ringing in in my ears is someone's hysterical screaming. |
工事のような轟音ばかりが | and the sounds of construction machinery. |
たすけて | Save me. |
声は出ず | My voice isn't working. |
心だけが | I want someone, |
誰かを求め | but I can't use my voice. |
ごめんね | Sorry. |
ごめんねって | "Sorry" |
謝る声 | Someone's regretful voice. |
誰の叫び? | Someone's scream? |
欲しかった | I wanted it. |
ほしかった | I wanted it. |
それは手に入らないもの | Something I couldn't have. |
あたたかなもの | Something warm. |
それでも求める | And I kept wanting it. |
奪われてなくした | It was stolen from me. |
あんぜんきち | The safe space, |
幼い私の | from my youth. |
あの子が欲しい | I want that kid. |
あの子って誰ですか? | But who is "that kid"? |
私、あの子が欲しい | I, want that kid. |
ねぇ | Hey... |
ほしいの | I want it. |
欲しいの | I want it. |
それは欠けた心のヒビ | That is my broken heart's plea. |
満たされたくて | All I wanted was to fill the emptiness, |
ただ足掻いていた | that's why I got violent. |
苦しみも痛みも | The suffering. The pain. |
殴りつけて | I'll beat it in, |
私は飛ぶ | and fly. |
わたしはとぶ | Yes, I can fly |
あなたを殺して | if I kill you. |