Kaiyagura
(For SSD)
| [Mirage] | |
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| 気付かない傷付かないふりが上手いだけでは | Just being learned at hiding my pain, |
| 生きてゆけないんだ | is no way to continue living |
| 弱さに名前付けてみたって | No matter how I've tried to name my weakness, |
| 騙し騙しトートロジー | Tricks are tricks. tautology |
| 先延ばしの人生に意志などないもので | I've got no will for the road ahead |
| 大抵のことはどうだって良くて | And I couldn't care less about most of it |
| 数グラム軽くなった魂ひとつで | With my soul that's become as light as a few grams |
| 少しだけ無茶してなにができるだろう | If I'm just a bit rash, what'll come of it? |
| その場しのぎの痛み止めなんかじゃ消えないでしょう | The numbing of the antidepressant, ain't gonna go away is it |
| 満たされた端から錆びていく 安寧は夢幻の蜃気楼 | From the tip, it all begins to rust. Peace is a mirage inside a dream |
| 欲しいものを欲しいと言える奴が心底疎ましかった | All these bastards who can say what they want, I couldn't get along with em |
| 通り雨の下 息を殺して | Under the showering rain, I hold my breath |
| 書けない なにも書けない | I can't write. I can't write anything |
| でもまだ死にたくないんだ | But I still don't want to die |
| からっぽの引き出しに ひとさじばかりの泥が落ちている | My drawer's empty, except for a fallen spoon of mud |
| あたし本当に好きだった 絵を描くのも音楽も | I used to love drawing, and listening to music too |
| ハリボテの牙の向こう 今となっては悪魔が住んでいる | But now behind my paper lion's fang lives a devil. |
| 歌、歌うくらいしか声が出ないのに | My voice can do nothing but sing songs |
| きれいごと繕ってなにが残るだろう | If you fix up something beautiful, what does that leave? |
| 誰かのために生きられるほど優しくないでしょう | I'm not kind enough to devote my life to someone |
| なにもかもノットフォーミーだ 許せないことばっかりでさ | There's nothing out there for me. I've lost my patience for everything. |
| 欲しいものを欲しいと言える奴が心底妬ましかった | All these bastards who can say what they want, I've envied em |
| 羞明の下に声を嗄らして | Under the invasive brightness, I hoarsely shout |