Greatful Fuck'n Days
(For SSA)
| Monday, 気怠げな体に鞭を打って此処から消えよう | Monday: I'll whip my exhausted body and force mysef out of here. |
| Tuesday, 自堕落な日々を恨むことは無意味と知ったのさ | Tuesday: It's pointless to lament this everyday life of self-sabatoge. |
| Wednesday, 思考は止まってる 機械的な受け答えをした | Wednesday: My brain can't function.And I'm responding to everyone like a robot. |
| Thursday, ヒステリック気味の教師はもう覚えていない | Thursday: I don't even remember all the things my hysterical teacher said anymore |
| Friday, 漫画の読みすぎで現実に嫌気が差してきた | Friday: I read too much manga and now I'm turned off my real life. |
| Saturday, 鬱病気取ってるメンヘラに銃を突きつける | Saturday: I thrust a gun at this pseudo-depressive maniac. |
| 撃鉄起こす | Cock a gun, |
| 引き金を引く | pull the trigger, |
| 血まみれになる | and I'll become a bloody mess. |
| もっと もっと 愛が欲しい | More, more, I want more love. |
| 信じることが怖いから | It's difficult to believe in anything, |
| これでいいと思えた | so I gave up and said everything is fine. |
| 吸って吐いてまた吐いて | Smoke a cig, puke, and puke even more. |
| ああ、また失敗 | Aah, it's failure again. |
| 最低な日々繰り返して | Repeating these awful days over and over, |
| これでいいと思えたよ | I gave up and said everything is alright. |
| 泣いて切ってまた泣いて | Crying until I can't anymore, and then crying some more. |
| 涙は溢れる | The tears won't stop. |
| Sunday, まだまだ終わらない日常は唾棄すべき妄想 | Sunday: these endless days are a despicable delusion. |
| Holiday, 震えが止まらない 錠剤を飲み干してサヨナラ | Holiday: the jitters won't stop. I down some pills and say goodbye. |
| Birthday, 新しい自分が鏡を見てケラケラ笑えば | Birthday: Looking at a new me in the mirror and cackling at her. |
| Today, 全てが嘘になる素晴らしき最低な日々だぜ | Today: Everything a lie, and it's a wonderfully terrible life. |
| どうでもよくて 中指立てる 僕の仕草で | My habit of throwing up middle fingers and saying fuck it all, |
| もっと もっと 惨めになる | puts me deeper and deeper in misery. |
| 悲しむ振り飽きたから | So I gave up and said everything is alright. |
| これでいいと思えたよ | I became tired of pretending to be depressed. |
| 吸って吐いてまた吐いて | Smoke a cig, puke, and puke even more. |
| ああ、また失敗 | Aah, it's failure again. |
| 素晴らしき日々繰り返して | Repeating these wonderful days over and over |
| これでいいと思えたよ | I gave up and said everything is alright. |
| 泣いて切ってまた泣いて | Crying until I can't anymore, and then crying some more. |
| 涙で見えない | I can't see anything with all these tears. |
| 包帯巻いて | Wrapping a bandage, |
| 手首隠して | around my wrist to hide it. |
| 計画通り | All according to plan. |
| あとはしぬだけ | Now all I have to do is die. |
| 撃鉄起こす | Cock a gun, |
| 引き金を引く | pull the trigger, |
| 血まみれになる | and I'll become a bloody mess. |
| もっと もっと 愛が欲しい！ | More, more, I want more love. |
| 信じることが怖いから | It's difficult to believe in anything, |
| これでいいと思えた | so I gave up and said everything is fine. |
| 吸って吐いてまた吐いて | Smoke a cig, puke, and puke even more. |
| ああ、また失敗 | Aah, it's failure again. |
| 最低な日々繰り返して | Repeating these awful days over and over, |
| これでいいと思えたよ | I gave up and said everything is alright. |
| 泣いて切ってまた泣いて | Crying until I can't anymore, and then crying some more. |
| 涙が枯れてく | My tears have dried up. |