[Kaiyagura means mirage]

Just being so good at hiding my pain,
is no way to continue living
In spite of how I've tried to name my weakness

Tricks are tricks. tautology
I've got no will for the road ahead
And I couldn't care less about most of it

With my soul that's become as light as a few grams
If I'm just a little rash, what's going to come of it?

The painkiller of that stopgap, ain't gonna disappear is it
From the tip fulfilled, it begins to rust. Peace is a mirage inside a dream
I can't get along with bastards who can say what they want
Under the showering rain, I hold my breath

I can't write. I can't write anything
But I still don't want to die
My drawer's empty, except for a fallen spoon of mud

I used love drawing. I loved listening to music.
Behind the papier mache's fang lives a devil

Despite how my voice can't do anything but sing
If you fix something beautiful, what does that leave?

I'm not kind enough to devote my life to someone
There's nothing out there for me. There's nothing out there I can accept
I'm jealous of all the bastards who can say what they want

Under the invasive brightness, I'll shout myself hoarse